Anybody got an Iron pill?

I'm not sure how, but for a moment when I started typing this blog, it was being converted into Hindi... strange...

I think I'm going to impose a bedtime for myself soon. Recently, many people have pointed out how tired I look. I've also noticed how tired I feel, which validates what I have been in denial about for ages. I definitely do NOT get enough sleep. I feel like the walking dead most days. Even as I type this, I am sitting at my desk, eyes closed, allowing Zen to guide my fingers to the proper keys. I think that the old saying of there 'not being enough hours in the day' rings especially true for me. I am forever on the go. I think that I just might do more in one day than most do in a week. Now that I have a car, I am extraordinarily efficient. (yeah yeah, I know you're probably tired of hearing about my car by now...) Now that I have a car, I can leap buildings in a halfa single bound, no problem. Somethings gotta give soon though or I'm gonna fall out on the street one day of sheer exhaustion. The boyfriend has been suggesting a day at the spa for a while, but I don't know if that's going to cut it. I may need more than that. I've also got to evaluate if I'm getting enough nutrition in my diet. Since I went back to being a veg, I noticed that I'm a bit more lethargic. Somebody get me some greens and quick! Ha! I just got a picture in my head of this pregnant woman my friend Sharyn and I spotted a few weeks back. She was walking down the street devouring a whole head of lettuce as though it were an apple that was begging to be eaten. Haahhaha, on another delirious tangent... I was in front of the hospital (at work) the other day, and I got to witness two blind people, one with a guide dog and the other with a cane, collide giving them both a jolt! I know it's not SUPPOSED to be funny, but I found it effin hilarious and would be money that the average person will never in their life get to experience that scene. HAHAHA. My delirium is taking over. Time to sign out for now... Funny it's only 11:53 am and I'm so sleepy I can' barely see straight.

Cars Rule.

I gots a car!!!! Root RooOooOoOHHH! (um... that just came out like a rooster. oops)

I'm so very excited to announce that I am no longer vehicularly challenged. I can drive whenever the heck I wanna!!!!! Thanks to my friend Laura being my chaperon on my road test, I am a legal driver in the state of NY. And thanks to good ol' GW Bush's tax thingy, I could pay for insurance and registration fees for my little hoopdy. I'll write more on this later. I need a moment to compose myself...

Pinochle!!!

The more time goes by, I realize just how much I love this man. The gruff sound of his voice brings the biggest smile to my face. I daydream of the feeling of his arms around me. Never has another mans body fit spooned up against mine as his. He is my favorite giant. His whit and his simplistic charm wins me over from the grumpiest of fits. I may be putting him on a pedistal right now, but I don't mind. This is a profession of love and it's completely appropriate on this occasion. I admit, there are times when I feel as though I might not be able to bear any more. The distance between us at times feels so vast and overwhelming that I might suffocate from the breathlessness of preceived abandonment. I am learning that this just brings me to a deeper appreciation of his attention, affection and love when he is present. There are times that I am so showered by his love that I might drown in delight of it. YES I am loving this man and basking in the warmth of his returned love. I am a cheesey girl and I don't care who sees it. I hope that others will be so lucky to experience this sensation. I don't know how I lived so long without it. Life was definitely bland without it.

Cars Cars Cars...

I'm super excited as today I am going to start looking at cars. It's been 4 years since I last owned a car (forgive me father for I have sinned). I can almost feel the wheel within my grip as I skip through the 8 billion ads on craigslist. The task of calling has been quite amusing at times and quite annoying at others. I had one man bark one word answers to my inquiries about the state of the condition of the car and repair history. Yep. Summed up all answers in ONE WORD ANSWERS. Then suddenly in the middle of the conversation (mostly one sided as it was) he blurts out, call me back! I want to go to sleep! Then proceeds to hang up on me. It's no wonder his car hasn't sold yet. He's not much of a salesman. So the contenders for my hard earned dollars at this point are...

Saab 900SE

VW Jetta GL

Mercedes Benz 190E

I should have a decision by tomorrow if all goes well. Hopefully I will be on the road by Monday... Keep your fingers crossed and get out your helmets... I'm ready to drive!