Pinochle!!!

The more time goes by, I realize just how much I love this man. The gruff sound of his voice brings the biggest smile to my face. I daydream of the feeling of his arms around me. Never has another mans body fit spooned up against mine as his. He is my favorite giant. His whit and his simplistic charm wins me over from the grumpiest of fits. I may be putting him on a pedistal right now, but I don't mind. This is a profession of love and it's completely appropriate on this occasion. I admit, there are times when I feel as though I might not be able to bear any more. The distance between us at times feels so vast and overwhelming that I might suffocate from the breathlessness of preceived abandonment. I am learning that this just brings me to a deeper appreciation of his attention, affection and love when he is present. There are times that I am so showered by his love that I might drown in delight of it. YES I am loving this man and basking in the warmth of his returned love. I am a cheesey girl and I don't care who sees it. I hope that others will be so lucky to experience this sensation. I don't know how I lived so long without it. Life was definitely bland without it.